Hayyyy, Life!!!

Goodbye.. Though its really hard to say goodbye to someone I truly cared for almost a year,but i guess this is what’s best for both of us…

I can barely recall the moment you first make pacute to me.. Seems like ages… when it was just a year ago… I just felt at that moment that you were so sincere, so sensitive, so honest, so… PURE and kindhearted…

Things kinda get rocky and we almost gave up mid-way our "journey"… "Love is blind" > that is how i sum up that chapter of our lives > in three words…

We decided to try again… for the second time around… despite the doubts.. the lies… and the secrets kept… At some point, I wanted to believe that you really cared… that i’m not "just any other girl"…

Then came the awakening… that I will never be the one that you wanted to grow old with… that i’m not the one whom you will want to share your stories and laughters with… And I never even was a prospect… it just happened that i was at the wrong place at the wrong time… Yet i held on… hoping that one day, a miracle would happen…

Time flies so fast… its only 7 days before christmas…

I’ve been thinking for weeks now…a gift to you… for our first christmas together… Must be something memorable.. something… PERFECT…….

I’ve looked in so many stores.. been to a number of malls… I just realized last night > i have just the perfect gift….. i just wouldn’t acknowledge it… doesnt have the courage to accept it…. it had been there all along… YOUR FREEDOM… the perfect gift.. a sacrifice of love..

I hope things get better for you now… that you find that missing piece that would make you complete… I will be praying for you…

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